"7 signs that you may be a psychopath" - Sam Becker, Yahoo.com 12/26/'16.

1. Comlpulsive lying.
2. Emotional detachment.
3. Narcissitic personality (NPD).
4. Reckless attitude.
5. Anger.
6. Manipulation (of others).
7. Revolving door of friends.

You are the expert in 1. 2.You are not feeling "true" human feelings, although you express your feelings through your thoughts. Alex knows 3 better than you do. 4 & 5 You are the best. 6 & 7.How may times did you hate and like your birds in the same flock? And very small one!